Am I Invisible?

I sit in the train
And I smile at the girl
Who sits on a seat near by me
Outside… pouring rain
The girl doesn’t smile back
I know fear is here to try me

I scream out for attention
I scream inside my head
No one even notices
So I might as well be dead

Creeping ’round in school
Wanna sit in corners
That is what you wanna make me
Inside… pouring tears
Kept away from my fears
I know you wanna mistake me

I scream out for attention
I scream inside my mind
No one even notices
Every time I’m left behind

The more I’m ignored
The sadder I will get
The more invisible I’ll be
The world… is hardcore
When it comes to judging
And so it’s only judging me

I scream out for attention
I scream inside my head
No one even notices
So I might as well be dead

I scream out for attention
I scream inside my mind
No one even notices
Every time I’m left behind

© Copyright, Ida Pedersen, 2003.